why?

Dear My Lord, I want to ask you a bit questions.

1. Why does my father have to go?

2. Why I've only known my dad for 15 years?

3. When my father and I can meet each other?

Firstly, I want to ask apologize to you for having that questions. I just want to know the reason, with the first word WHY?

I believe that you are real.  I believe that you always beside me. and I know that I am just a smallest thing than you. I haven't regret with your decision. I hope you give the best place for my father. God, I know he keep watching me from above.